When God found me,
Wobbling my patched knees on the cobblestone of old roads,
We took a side street where
He beckoned me beneath the curtain of a tent,
Red and white, the blare of trumpets,
The breathless circus of all his grand design.
He showed me an elephant, and I sat down
To marvel for half an hour.
Then he tipped his hat and pulled out a canvas,
Stretched in white like a swollen sail.
He dropped it in my lap and told me to
Fingerpaint my theology, make it as big as my grandfather’s shoes.
So he held my shoulder as I bent over my creation,
Pressed thumbprints and fanning fingertips
Smearing the colors of childhood across my makeshift doctrines,
And I looked up to see him smiling at me,
His eyes as warm as lions.
He noticed I’d drawn two bluebirds, gliding in the sunset,
And an old man sitting on a bench –
I said they reminded me of him, for only
A good and loving God could create a bluebird
As well as the old men who noticed them.
That night, God and I sat together, coloring,
Weaving our fingers along the grain of each new blankness,
Picture after picture,
Until he finally helped me to my feet and commended me for my coloring,
For to see the glory of God, we all must learn to